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It is exactly 11:30.
I think I have a sinus infection, but I hate taking medicine. BUT I don't want to be sick for my geology test this coming up Monday, so I suppose I will have to suck it up and take something for this.
I should be doing some of the tons of homework and studying I need to get done by Monday, but here I am in front of my laptop surfing Myspace, listening to music, and typing this.
The past few days have been kickass film days. I recently watched Zerophilia and Running with Scissors. I'm sure most people know what Running with Scissors is about, so I won't bother talking too much about it. So Zerophilia is about this guy who finds out that is a Zerophiliac, which is this fiction condition where a person is born with an extra chromosome, chromosome "Z". Once a Zerophiliac has lost their virginity, they have the ability to switch their sex. When they become aroused they become the opposite sex, and once they've had an orgasm, they change back. However, once they have sex with another Zerophiliac, they can only change sex when they have sex with a Zerophiliac again. But the whole film deals with the character coming to terms with his feelings and beliefs on gender, sex, and love. It makes me wish I could switch sexes! There are so many societal restrictions that I wouldn't have to adhere to because of it...but more so probably because I would be ostracized, but just the thought of one's sex not just being either male or female, but in a way both, is so appealing. I've just been feeling very genderqueer lately. I don't feel that I could really label myself that though because I am also very proud to be a woman. I want to keep that label because when I break through that glass ceiling, I want to do it as a queer, curvy, multiracial woman.
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